I have been toying with the idea of celibacy from men.

Thinking upon it.

Reflecting.

It is partially the realisation that I am not interested in superficial interactions with people anymore

It is partially because I am in the process of decentering men.

It is partially because of how settled, solid, and grounded I have been feeling in my self.

And it is definitely because of the implicit trust I have in the universe and whatever is in store for me.

As in, I feel less pressured by the idea that I will miss out on something if I temporarily remove sex from the equation.

I have also had my hoe phase.